HOW TO FEEL & ADMIT TO SENSITIVITY? THROUGH STORM & VIRAL VIRTUOUS VIRULENT SCARES, HEARTACHE N DEVASTATION, NOT TO MENTION A BLAST OF A BIO-ELECTRIC SEIZURE THAT HAD ME GRINNING THROUGH THE VEIL, BREAKING THROUGH SELFCONTAINMENT CAN BE A SHATTERING MINDBLOWING INVOLUNTARY EXPERIENCE THAT CALLS ALL SURVIVAL & QUESTIONING OUT OF HIDING, STILL LOUDLY ALIVE AND ROLLING, FEELING BY ALL MEANS LIKE A WEEPING WILLOW FEET IN THE MUD N THE BLOOD, OH TO TOUCH LOVE YET LOSE IT TO BEING FEARED FOR BEING PASSIONATE … THAT SCHISM WHERE I GET RIPPED INTO SAVIOUR/DEVIL PRECONCEPTIONS THAT LEAVE NO SPACE FOR REALTIME COMMUNICATIVE BEING ME AND EXPERIENCED AS SUCH, THAT BLASTED SNAP TO CLICHEE-GRID THAT CAPTURES EMOTIONS AND SOULPOWER AND DISTORTS PEOPLES’ REALITIES INTO DENYING THE CHANCE OF BETTER THAN BEFORE, LET THE PAST PREDICT THE SCORE, YET ANOTHER LOST TO THE BORE OF BEING TOLD HOW TO BE SINCE BEING MYSELF IS DEEMED TOO FREE – YET LIBERATE US IN SUCCULENT LOVE …PEOPLE DON’T HATE EACHOTHER, THEY HURT EACH OTHER TO PRESERVE THEIR SEFLHATRED AS A NEGATIVE GROUNDINGFORCE TO WITHSTAND LOVE’S LIGHTNINGSTORMS, EVERYBODY ELSE IS JUST COLLATERAL DAMAGE IN THE FIGHT FOR THE RIGHT TO UGLINESS AND SELFDEPRICATION, THE PRIDE IN SELFDIMINISHMENT IS MASO-NARCISSISM, THE NEW MEACULPA, THE REFUSAL OF LOVE THE MOST CRUEL ACKNOWLEDGEMENT THAT YES WE HAVE AN IMPACT ON EACH OTHERS LIVES, AND IT IS POTENTIALLY LETHAL SO FAIR TO SAY LIFEGIVING JUST AS MUCH, GIVE ME A MOMENT WITHOUT TAKING MY LIFE, SO MUCH TO RECOVER FROM WHILE LIFE DON’T WAIT FOR A SECOND, YET SECOND CHANCES ARE EVRY MOMENT THERE, THOUGH SITUATIONS NEVER RETURN TO BEFORE, MEMORY IS A FALSIFICATION INDA BEST & WORST SENSE, HOW TO DARE DREAM UP A FUTURE … JUST GRIN, THEN LET CURIOSITY TAKE ATTENTION BY DA HAND WHILE APPRECIATION STARTS HUMMING FRESH RESONANCE INTO YR COILS …