PICK&CHOOSE REALITY

” SO I’D SOONER HAVE A DRINK IN THE MORNING THAN PURPOSEFULLY GET DRUNK AT ANY TIME.

I MEAN IT, IF A SHOT OF SPIRIT IS THE NITRO IN MY MORNING COFFEE THAT IT TAKES TO KICKSTART THE OL’BONES INTO A MERRY DANCE OF ACTION, FINE. IT ‘S NOT ABOUT THE SHOT, IT ‘S ABOUT THE ACTION, ACTION ACTION ACTION. JUST LIKE IT AIN’T ABOUT THE BULLET OR THE ARROW, AS SPECIFIC AS THEY MAY COME, IT ‘S ALL IN THE HIT. IN THE ACTION OF THE BOW.

GIMME A PUNCHLINE FOR TODAY TO BEAT THE FCKN PAIN ONCEMORE, I WON’T RUN TO THE NIGHTMAN NOR THE PHARMACY TO SCORE, , DON’T TELL ME ‘BOUT ERASING WHILE YOU DONKNOW WHAT I ‘M FACING, IT ‘S ALL IN THE GAME FOR THE HUNTERS’ FAME, IT ‘S ALL IN THE GAME WHERE THE HUNTERS REIGN, IT ‘S ALL NO FCKN GAME AT ALL, YET PLAY THAT MUSIC, PLAY THAT PART, ELEGANT SURVIVAL IS THE NAME AND THE ART, PLAY THAT MUSIC, PLAY THAT PART, ELEGANT SURVIVAL IS THE NAME AND THE ART

YOU SEE WE ALL HALLUNICATE, IT ‘S JUST THAT MOSTLY WE DO IT WHILE SLEEPING, MOST OF US ANYWAYS. IT ‘S JUST THAT THROUGH SHOCK, TRAUMA, HIGHTENED SENSITIVITY, PROLONGUED EXPOSURE, PAIN, HUNGER, MENTAL QUEST, EMOTIONAL ROCKBOTTOM AND SO-CALLED PSYCHEDELIC EXPERIENCE SOME PEOPLE GET INTO THOSE FREQUENCIES WHILE AWAKE, AND EXPERIENCE WHAT I CALL OVERLAYS, TWISTS AND DOUBLES. THINGS THAT IN DREAMS WOULD BE CURIOUS CUTUPS OF DAILY CHARACTERS AND EVENTS, COLOURFULL INTERPRETATIONS AND WILD CARTOONISH IMPROBABILITIES, SCARY, FUN, EXPLICATORY OR COMPLETELY DUMBFOUNDING, BECOME A DIFFERENT EXPERIENCE WHEN UNDERGOING THEM WHILE WAKING, WALKING & TALKING, HAVING SOCIAL CONTACTS ETC. I ‘M NOT INTO THE PATHOLOGY DEFINITIONS AND SYMPTOMATIC APPROACH AT ALL, SINCE IN MY VIEW PSYCHIATRY IS MOST AKIN TO KIDS SHINING A FLASHLIGHT INTO THE DARK AND NAMING THE MONSTERS, THEN TRYING TO CAPTURE AND MEDICATE THEM INTO SOME FORM OF APPROVED AND SANCTIONED NORMALITY, WHICH HOLDS UNDERTONES OF UBERMENSCH THINKING WHILST DICTATING A FLATLINE AVERAGE AS THE NORM TO GO BY. IN MY VIEW, NEUROPLASTICITY RESEARCH ALONG WITH GROWING AWARENESS IN NUMBERS AND BETTER UNDERSTANDING OF THE VAST EXPANSE THAT IS THE HUMAN MIND WILL DO AWAY WITH SUCH CATEGORIC CANONICAL HUBRIS, BASED ON THE OLD MONOTHEISTIC APPROPRIATIVE COLONIAL MINDSET OF DECREED AND ENFORCED BELIEF OVER NATURAL CURIOSITY, RESPECT AND UNDERSTANDING.

APART FROM THAT I DO FIND SCIENTIFIC RESEARCH MOST INTERESTING AND ESSENTIAL IN DIFFERENTIATING OPINIONS AND MINDSETS TO A POINT WHERE THE DYNAMIC FLOW OF INFORMATION BLOWS ANY PRECONCEPTION TO SMITHEREENS AND DARES PEOPLE TO FIND THAT CONTEMPORARY BALANCE OF MIND AMIDST A MULTITUDE OF QUESTIONS AND PROBABILITIES FOR THEMSELVES,

WELCOME TO THE GREAT UNKNOWN, WE HAVE BEEN LIVING HERE ALL ALONG, YET SELDOM SEEM TO NOTICE. INSTEAD, WE SHY AWAY FROM IT, LIKE A SILENT CONVENTION TAUGHT EARLY IN LIFE, “LET ‘S ACT LIKE WE KNOW PRECISELY WHAT IS GOING ON, IT WILL GIVE US AN ADVANTAGE OVER REALITY”.

WE SUCKERPUNCH THE FUTURE BY AIMING PAST THE CHIN OF TIME, HOLDING ON TO HISTORY LIKE A SET OF BRASS KNUCKLES, INSTEAD OF KEEPING THE BEAT AND FINDING THE RHYME IN TUNE WITH THE GYRATIONS OF THE BIO-ELECTRIC SPACESHIP WE LIVE ON.

PLANET EARTH. NOT GOING ANYWHERE IN PARTICULAR, BUT I SUPPOSE WE ARE WELCOME. OR AT LEAST WE WERE. FROM MY NOMADIC MIND’S POINT OF VIEW, ANY ARRIVAL ON YOUR DOORSTEP THAT WOULD BEHAVE AS PEOPLE HAVE DONE SINCE THE ADVENT OF THE INDUSTRIAL ORGY, WOULD GET BOOTED FROM THE PREMISSES ASAP, POCKETS DRAINED & EMPTIED FOR DAMAGECLAIMS. HELL WE ‘D TAKE THEIR BOOTS & OVERCOATS THEN SEND THEM INTO THE SNOW FOR A COOLING….

MAYBE THAT ‘S WHY SOME WANT TO GO TO MARS, THEY REALISE THE PARTY IS OVER & TURNING INTO A CLEAN UP FAST, & WHO CAN HANDLE THAT IN THE MIDST OF A SUPERIORITY HALLUCINATION, THE ZEALOTRY OF CONQUEST, WHERE FLAVOUR-ADDICTION IS PRIORITISED OVER NUTRITIONAL VALUE AND TV PREACHERS FILL STADIONS AND THEIR POCKETS ALIKE, JUST FOR THE SPORT OF IT, A LITTLE MADNESS COLLECTIVE HALLUCINATION, A SIMPLE DOUBLE-OVER ON REALITY AS PEOPLE DON’T DARE TO KNOW IT. THE ROMANS IN THEIR WILDEST DREAMS COULD NOT ANTICIPATE SO MANY THUMBS IN THE COLLOSEUM AND ALL GLADIATOR FIGHTS AS ARE SHARED PER SECOND NOW WORLDWIDE. YET FASCISM WAS NAMED AFTER THE SYMBOLIC WEAPON OF THEIR IMPERIAL GUARD, THEY SIMPLY APPROPRIATED EVERYTHING THEY CONQUERED COLONIALSTYLE EXTRA-ORDINAIRE, RAN A SLAVERY-BASED THEFT ECONOMY AS TO THEM THE LEFT WAS LITERALLY SINISTER, YET OUR STATE SYSTEMS ARE BASED ON THEIRS, WHILE MEANTIME CORPORATE CONGLOMERATES AND WILDCARD PUBLIC VETO-CAMPAIGNS HOLD MORE ACTUAL SWAY THAN ANY GOVERNMENT, AS MUCH AS THEY DENY AND PROFIT FROM IT. LET ALONE THE SHADOWECONOMIES OF DRUGS,GUNS,PEOPLE. AND SINCE DATA HAS BECOME MORE VALUED THAN GOLD, DATA DATA DATA.

SO IN A PICK & CHOOSE REALITY, WHAT FUTURE DO YOU WANT TO BELONG TO, WHAT SET OF PARAMETERS SUCKS YOU IN LIKE A VACUUM OF DYNAMIC CONFORMITY TO YOUR UNIQUE BEING, BEING PROPELLED BY THE ATTRACTION OF THE GREATER YEAH YEAH YEAH”

FIGURE WE ALL FEEL THOSE OPTIONS IN THE AIR, EYEING EACH OTHER, WITH A MIRRORFLASHIN SELFIE-OBSESSION AS A SEDATIVE FOR SOCIAL ANXIETY, SNIFFING OUT THE SPOT WITH BEST VIEW, THE MOST ATTRACTIVE POSE, THE POSSIBILITY OF SOMETHING, LIKE A SPIDER ATTENTIVELY FEELING FOR THE RHYTHMIC PULSING ON THE THREADS IN THE WEB THAT INDICATES A WILDCARD CATCH, “HEY HONEY, LET ‘S COCOON, I SO WANT TO KNOW YOU INSIDE OUT”….. YEAH TENDER DROPPED THREE BARS IN THE EXTATIC ‘E’ SOMEWHERE RECENTLY IT SEEMS, FREELY SWIPING FOR A COCK TO SUCK TONIGHT & A PUSSY TO PLEASE, SWIPE SCRATCH & CATCH, PICK & CHOSE REALITY. WHO PICKS, WHO CHOSES ...

YOU SEE VERTICAL BARS IMPRISON, WHILE HORIZONTAL ONES ARE BARS OF WRITING, MUSIC, AND COUNTERTOPS WHERE ANYTUNE IS CREATED AND REHEARSED, REPEATED AND DESTROYED, AMICABLY MOSTLY, LOSS OF MISCONCEPTION OVER A BEER BEATS SOBRIETY IN BLINDNESS, AND A TEARDROP WON’T DILUTE THE SPIRIT HALF AS MUCH AS A DEAD END SMILE KILLS OFF THE LUST FOR LIFE AS IT MAY BE, IF WE PICK THE INGREDIENTS FOR THAT REALITY, ARE WE THE KETTLE OR THE STEW, THE SPOON OR CHOPPING BLOCK, WHERE IS THE LOGIC TO THIS HUNGER ….

HOW CAN WE STILL INSULT OURSELVES WITH ARGUMENTS AS “THAT IS HOW THINGS ARE DONE” WHEN THE PLANET IS SERVING US THE BILL OF “HOW THINGS ARE DONE”, AND THE DUES ARE HUGE TO THE POINT OF UNSURMOUNTABLE. YET HORIZONS ALWAYS SEEM THAT WAY, WHILE FINDING OUT WHAT LIES BEYOND IS FOR THE INQUISITIVE AND NATURALLY CURIOUS. THING IS, ECOLOGICAL/SOCIAL/EMOTIONAL/MENTAL HORIZONS, HOW DO WE FIND OUT WHAT IS BEYOND THEM, UNLESS WE EXPERIMENT? RELATIONAL BOUNDARIES TO CREED, GREED, CLASS & MASS, LET ALONE GEOGRAPHICAL LOCATION ARE RAPIDLY LOSING THEIR POWER TO DEFINE A PERSON UP TO THE POINT OF SNAP TO GRID REALITY COHERSION. YET WHAT FLUIDITY OF MIND DOES THAT OPEN OUR MINDS UP TO, MINDS THAT FOR CENTURIES WHERE RIGIDLY BOUND TO A FEW STRANDS OF REALITY, FREQUENCIES OF INPUT, TIED TO THE DEFINING CIRCUMSTANCE LIKE A LIFELONG SHIBARI STRANGLEHOLD PERVERSION.

THE COMMUNAL HALLUCINATION OF SINGULAR REALITY HAS FOR AGES BEEN UNDER STRAIN, AND NOW THE INJECTION OF DIGITAL EXOPATHWAYS OF THE MIND INTO THE DATASTREAM THAT WE FEED ON OURSELVES HAS SIMPLY MADE EVERY ZERO AS MUCH A HERO AS THE ONE, THE VERY ONE, THE OVERSANCTIFIED & VILIFIED ONE, LIKE AN AIRBORNE NEURONETWORK OF INFINITE DATA, A RENDITION OF THE MAGICK CAULDRON OF KNOWLEDGE & REMORSE, FIENDISH FRIENDSHIP AND FERMENTED LOVE, THE DARK MATTER OF CONSCIOUSNESS ITSELF, SIMMERING SEXUALITY IN THE HEART OF IT ALL, FOR NOTHING AS TANTALISING AS A TRUSTING BRUSH WITH THE GREAT UNKNOWN, THE CONSTANT GLIMPSES CARESSING SYNAPSES INTO EXTACY…… HAPPY AMOEBAE ARE WE YES, LET’S FORNICATE & FIRE UP THE NEURO-LIGHTSHOW, FORNICATE, WHAT UGLY WORDS WE HAVE FOR PASSIONATE FUNBASED PHYSICAL COMMUNICATION, FUCK WHAT A MOUTHFULL, KISSYCLIT KISS”

(c)ROCKNROLLSAILOR, SEPT 3D 2019

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